Passon can sometimes get confused with other emotions... These are the emotions that people see from you on the surface. They also see what they want to see. My passion that drove me everyday of my life and took over my life was often confused with other things. These things could be different from person to person. What I viewed as passion others viewed as over confidence, bitchy-ness, power hungry, or controlling.... I was recently described as "high strung"
This has been very hard for me to deal with in my life. Although now I am no longer involved in things that make me that passionate, I do realize that I am much more chill. As we learn in this life and continue to grow It is very important to find the balance between looking to the future and reviewing the past. Looking back, yes I may have appeared to fit into the above mentioned categories, but I did everything I did to make something better. To have success. Did I get credit? Some but not for everything. That is fine. My reward was seeing the success of my passion.
As I look to the future, I am aiming to integrate passion and being chill into one..
To those who didn't understand, I'm over whatever you thought it was.
